Career, travel and cocktail dreams

The future has been on my mind a lot lately.

Several of my waygook friends are on their way out of Chungju, gone from Korea and on to the next stage of their lives. It’s got me thinking about how I have absolutely no clue what comes next.

Initially I thought I would pursue career goals after a “gap-year” of teaching, but I love living in a foreign country. I’m not sure I want to give that up.

Korea is a good place to be, but I could go somewhere else.

Increasingly I feel like no matter where I go, even Salt Lake City, will require I start all over–new friends, new apartment, new job, new everything. If I have to start all over again, it may as well be in a different country, right?

When I think about jobs that I want, I focus on things related to my major like television and film production or journalism. However many of these jobs require experience. My own experience seems limited and too closely tied to my university to really count for much in the pile of resumes companies must receive. I do not have the “real world” experience it seems most employers are looking for.

In the meantime, the evidence is piling up that I am apparently unemployable. I’ve been applying for jobs since January. I have applied for over 30 positions at various companies around the US. I clearly indicate I will be available for employment in July or as early as two months from now. I’m always willing to relocate, even at my own expense. And I do my best to sale myself as an amazing rock star production assistant who is organized, flexible and capable.

So far I’ve heard from no one. I can’t get a job. Anywhere.

I even got rejected from a blogging job where I would blog for FREE! I got rejected for a non-paying job. How is that possible? Do you know how shitty that makes me feel?

That kind of success rate has me thinking I don’t want to go back to the US and join the struggling economy.

By comparison getting another teaching job seems so easy. It took just two interviews and a couple of months for me to get a teaching job in South Korea. Sure I don’t like teaching. I hope to never face another classroom again as a teacher after this contract ends. But it seems schools are hiring ESL teachers at every turn and with a year of experience in the US and in Korea almost anyone would hire me. The only trouble is I can feel the ulcer forming already when I think of a future including classrooms, students and white boards.

My dream is to freelance full-time. I’m constantly pursuing new freelance work, however it seems highly unlikely I would be able to pay my student loans and cost of living from this revenue. As I currently struggle to meet my goal of $500 a month. (Just so we’re clear my student loan payment alone is $800 a month.)

This is the point where I always come back to working in the restaurant business. The only solution I can think of is to try and get a job waiting tables in the UK, New Zealand, Australia or somewhere else. Even then, I’m not sure that’s something I want so much as it’s the only plausible next step I can think of.

*sigh*

There are only two things I know for sure; I’m going to keep writing and I will go home for a visit.

What would you do next? Any suggestions or advice?

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Life: I suck!

I’m so sorry I’ve been neglecting you blogger.

You would think with my shiny new Baby Mac I would blog away the days. *sigh*

But nope, between the move, the boyfriend, the friends, the work and the paper, I still find ways to put off blogging. I’m a terrible blogger.

I’ve decided I need to get a little more organized. I’m doing less things this semester, which so far is going well. I’m feeling more relaxed and happy than I have for awhile. I feel like I’m in a much more positive place than I was last time I wrote. I just need to figure out how to read my calendar.

School is keeping me busy with a capstone class to my communication degree program as well as a photoraphy class. Photography is a test of my patience and understanding. I just don’t seem to understand the professor or the assignments. Not to mention, I hate seeing my photos next to artists’ photos. There are people in my class who call themselves artists!

Ahhh! I would rather make money writing, thanks. Maybe I’ll ask if we can compare writing samples one day just so I can feel better.

I’m also doing a research paper on gender, sexuality and race in news coverage of Prop. 8. It’s the first research paper I’ve done since 10th grade English. I think I’m going to spend more time going over what a research paper is than researching just so I can get it done.

I signed up for May Term so I’m staying in Salt Lake through the end of May for sure. I’m taking two biology classes “Sex in the Brain” and “Evolution, Creation and Intelligent Design.” I’m excited!Luckily, worky work asked me to stay so I’ll be able to live in my new apartment and pay the rent.

In other life news, I still haven’t figured out what I want to do June 1. Last night I found goals I had written down for myself during my freshman year. I was proud to see I had already accomplished some of my goals (like owning my own laptop), but there are others I would still like to achieve and some that are no longer relevant. All I know for sure is I have to figure out a way to pay the bills.

So what advice and experience would you like to share with me?

Internship, still no job

Hey all,

Remember how I was excited about the second job interview? Well, I went and I couldn’t shake the feeling that the job wasn’t a good idea. So as Ava says I gave the cliche break up line. Yep, I told them that where I was at in my life didn’t fit with their company.

But the good news is I’ve been asked to interview for my old job in the President’s Office at Westminster. I’m taking an internship with Sundance through the month of June. So I’ll be blogging less, but learning tons. And I feel good about accepting this internship and hopefully I get my old job back.

Talk to you soon,
Krista